Tuesday, April 14, 2009

My New Blog

Hi there! I decided to make a new blog just for fun. *smiles* Here's a bit about myself:

My name's Lindy but everybody on the net calls me Angel so I answer to either name. I'm a 36 yr old deaf mom to one son (soon to be 5) and also to one furbaby (also soon to be 5). Their names are Benjamin (son) and Neb (dog, shih tzu). I'm a big gal at the moment. Reason I say at the moment is cuz I'm working on losing weight. I have been heavy my whole life and have tried so hard losing weight. After having my son, cuz of an infection I had from the c-section, I was able to lose weight and actually was able to keep it off until I started taking thyroid meds which made me gain all my weight back and then some. I'm tired of being heavy. I work out as much as I can. With my health not so great anymore, I have no strength to do much. Even tho I was always big, I used to be pretty active for a big gal. Used to dance all the time and even danced every song! Now I can't even dance one freaking song! I wanna get back to being able to be active even if I don't lose any weight. I wanna be more active again.

Here's what I've started to do to lose weight: I've started walking, 10 to 20 mins a day. I'm gonna start going back to curves and start doing that 3 times a week, even if it's just for 15 mins. I can start working on getting my strength back. Now I'm sure a lot of you think I'm big cuz of the way I eat. I hate to tell you guys that you're wrong. I don't eat much. I try to make sure I eat 3 meals a day but most days it's 2 meals so this means I'm not eating enough. I know I'm not cuz I used to be on WeightWatchers. It was so hard doing that cuz I could never get enough points! This is one of reason I decided against the gastric bypass that I thought bout doing last 2 yrs. The more I thought bout having it done, I was like how would I lose weight if I was already not eating enough. So I ended up against it cuz I didn't want to have to mess up my body from the surgery. So I just need to figure out what more I can do to help lose weight. So I've started drinking 2 shakes/smoothies to help take the place of those meals when I don't eat. This way, I have 2 shakes and 2 meals. Hopefully it will work out for me. I started last week on Wednesday and so far, I've lost 5 lbs! So I might as well continue, huh? *smiles* Of course, I will keep y'all updated every once in awhile with my weight progress.

More about me: Tho I can't hear, I do enjoy listening to music. Love mostly country as I am able to follow the lyrics but do listen to all type of music. Love Taylor Swift, Noel Mcleary, Evanescence, A Fine Frenzy, Shaolin Temple of BooM and more! I love to go dancing and wanna get back to being able to dance every songs! *smiles* Oh yea, by the way, I'm talking polka dancing. Yep, yep. Polka dancing! It's a part of my slovenian heritage and I've grew up with the slovenian music as that's what we do. My dad plays music as do my brother, grandpap, uncle and many more in his family. We have several bands: Joe Grkman Band (includes my dad, brother, pap & uncle along with few family friends), Grkman Duo (dad & brother), Alpen Glow (german band that includes my dad and brother along w several friends), Bavarian Brats (new german band that includes my dad, brother and a new friend). Whenever my son and I go with one of these bands, my son will play with them also! People love when my son plays with the bands. Of course, at the moment, he doesn't really play but I've decided since he's now of age, I plan to get him lessons in guitar and singing. If he wants to learn how to play the button box, he can just learn from the best. *smiles* My dad, of course. *giggles*

Even more about me: I love making new friends, watching movies, going out (miss doing that big time and wanna start doing that again! anybody wanna hang out with a big deaf old me? let me know!) and much more. I have a home-based handcrafted jewelry business which I make jewelries out of beads, gemstones, crystals and more. I enjoy writing poems & lyrics (have even written one that my dad used for one of his cd called 'A Bit of Hope'). Just in case, some of you men are wondering, yes, I am single. I am looking for Mr. Right. Someone who knows how to treat a woman the way a woman should be treated. Someone who will understand that my son comes first and foremost and then family comes after that. Meaning, no complaining that I don't have the time for you when you really could've came with us and hang out with us instead of staying home being bummed and then trying to find someone new. Yes, I've gone through that crap and no, I refuse to go through that shit again. So if you're a good guy, you would go with me and actually enjoy being with me no matter where we are. I'm NOT looking for sex nor will meet you for sex. If that's all you want, then hit the road, Jack. I want to know what it's really like to be in a real relationship, you know? Going out to dinner, getting flowers, having fun, etc.. If you're the kind of guy I'm looking for, then write me sometimes. *smiles* Otherwise, sorry!

Ok, ok, ok. I think I've done enough damage for now. LOL. You're welcome to make any comments but just so ya know, they will need to be approved. So if I don't like what you wrote cuz you decide to be rude, I will not approve the message. I've had enough crap in my life and don't need any more crap from anybody who thinks that I'm actually better than them. I'm not! I'm going through all kinds of problems just like a lot of you. OK? So please refrain yourself from harassing me again (sorry everybody, this is mainly for the person who feels she has to continue bothering me so yes, it's not for all of you..). Alrighty, well, that's it from me for now. Take care and have a great day! Big hugz!

1 comment:

  1. Hey Girl!
    This blog is really nice; a great way to keep diary of yourself, and then share with the world! It must be scary but it's a bold move. Hope you find what you are looking for, and good for you, no more being a doormat! (winks)
    Love ya!
    Carm ----}@

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